.:Don't Touch Me:.

I tolerate you, but let me tell you in reality, I hate you. You make me exceedingly uncomfortable. Somehow you always manage to be the disgusting creep. No, don't touch me. Don't put an effin finger on me. Get that disgusting hand away from my thigh you perverted freak! You're not funny pretending its a fork and taking a "bite" out of my thigh, you disgusting pig! Leave me alone! Leave my life! Leave her life! Leave my family you filthy animal! You never deserved my aunt and sure as hell never will! So get out, stop hurting her and stop being a perverted freak! When you say things like let me text your friends and their moms weird things, that's not funny, that's disgusting. When you, right in front of my aunt who is as sweet as ever and for whatever reason loves you and takes care of you, say lewd and suggestive things to her sister in front of her boyfriend, that make everyone uncomfortable, it's not hysterical or cool, its effing rude and disgusting and downright perverted and disrespectful. Get out! Don't ever lay your filthy eyes or hands on me again. Don't ask about sleeping over and sharing my room you effing pig. I hate you and always will, but for her sake, I will tolerate you because I love my aunt. That doesn't mean I won't avoid you at every party, I will not so much as speak to you. I don't care for you and hope for you you to some day vanish from all our lives. All you've done is cause hurt and discomfort anyway, why do you stick around, why does she let you? I know she has a big heart and it saddens and breaks mine to see her being taken advantage of. I know she loves you, but you don't love her back do you? Checking out school-age girls in front of her, you're a grown man you perverted swine!! So do us all a favor right now, get out of her life, get out of mine, get out!! And NEVER come back. 

I used my old vent sona, Poppy, I will still use Maria for vents but I missed my precious boy.

This happened a while back but we were discussing him tonight and what he'd said to me and did, I didn't say everything out of fear, but I did mention how much I despise him. My mother was surprised and said I was cold when I made the remark "He's never deserved her, and never will." I told her I just say it how it is, and it's the truth, she agrees with me she was just surprised with how harsh I can be. But I really do despise him, and when this happened I wasn't really upset at all, just uncomfortable because I've become accustomed to how he acts and just decided to avoid him. But for whatever reason, when I brought it up tonight, I wanted to cry, I still feel like I might, thinking about all the things he's said and done. My aunt is such a sweet woman and I love her to pieces, this scumbag swine doesn't deserve her, I would rather see my aunt single than spend another second with this repulsive pig. I pray to God things get better for her. 

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